Some more random thoughts

ok, been almost a month since i wrote here, blame it on low moods. The last month has been a little different, in more ways than one. Met some amazing people, and then well, seemingly lost some. There is this person I know, who is even more confused about marriage than I am, and somehow, it turns out to be an "ajeeb" sa conversation every time we talk or meet. All doubts that she has are very valid, but the trouble is, that there are no straight answers to this entire question of gambling with a life partner. THere is this stupid theory that came to my mind - is getting marrie drequired since everyone else around you is doing the same, and thus the same group of people you spend the maximum time with, are all married, and thus the entire set of people around you changes, and these new friends do not connect to you the same way as earlier, and over aperiod of time the loneliness gets on to you, and you too decide to throw the hat in the ring. Work wise, i felt really odd about a co-worker's attitude- not sure if that is a figment of imagination, or reality(i feel the latter is correct), and i m at a loss to put a reason to the same. This person used to a be good company in the office, and then suddenly its abruptly too formal. I have no qualms about formal behaviour, but then i would love to know the reason, since that is something that helps me always. NOt that I am good with handling criticism, still somethings help!! Office mein having good friends is actually pretty difficult since mor eoften than not, there is this invisble peer pressure and competition that exists, and thus i feel all the more odd about this entire event( the only shit area is that i do not knwo what event?) i know the above post is a completely uncoherent piece of mind, but well that's what a blog is supposed to be:)